Bachpan Lyrics Srushti Tawade

Parivaar mein the hum chaar
Main, aai, baba, kaamwali didi

Mujhe didi ke paas rakha gaya tabhi se
When aai and baba thought I'll be safe
And didi ke hisse ka she'll be paid
Badle mein mujhko sambhalegi everyday

Anyway, it was sadder than jail,
Any day funny, eh? Don't even smile
Yeh mere bachpan ki story hai
Not such a fairytale

Jab office jaate aai-baba,
Toh ghar pe ek mehmaan chhupke se aata
Woh mujhko toh bahar, but didi
Ko andar ke kamre mein jaake sulaata

Bhole the aai-baba, na shaq kiya
Bole why bother? Aur main bas chaar ki thi
Yeh cheezein mere palle paar ki thi

Hamare hi ghar mein hamare hi
Bistar pe didi ke mister ki yaadein
Woh mere aai baba jaise
Saath saath honge richer, yeh vaade

Unn dono ke raaste mein main
Hi thi jab-jab woh paas mein the
Woh bola shut her mouth up
Shout louder, hit her, dikha de

Phir mujhko daraane poori afternoon
Maara mujhe, sar phoda, rangey khoon se haath
Aur aankhon se boli bas ek hee baat
Mummy ko bataana nahi

Aye, mera bachpan kahan gaya?
Abhi toh yahin tha, bachpan kahan gaya?
Aye, mera bachpan kahan gaya?
Abhi toh yahin tha, koi kha gaya

Aye, mera bachpan kahan gaya?
Abhi toh yahin tha, bachpan kahan gaya?
Aye, mera bachpan kahan gaya?
Abhi toh yahin tha, koi khaa gaya

Ab didi ko tension thi,
Mera sar phoota, aai-baba will question me
Woh kal phir se maaregi joh maine sach bola
She started to threaten me

Zindagi ye vis-a-vis baaki
Bachcho ki zindagi, I needed therapy
I was losing my sanity,
Cause she affected me heavily, ghar mein hi enemy

Sar pe jaise bojh tha bhaari
Aai-baba ko nazar hee nahi aa rahi
Sacchai aur main haadse se ubhar hi nahi paa rahi

Jhooth bola, seedhi se giri
Aur phir maar khaane ki baari aa jaati
Tab main jaisi zindagi jee rahi thi
Uss se toh achha miscarry ho jaati

Ek, do, teen saal beete
Tabhi bhi main uss se maar hee khaa rahi thi
Depression mein, anxiety mein,
Jagah-jagah jaane kitni raatein guzaari

Yeh hona zaroori tha kya?
Rulaake bhigona zaroori tha kya?
Yun mujhko iss duniya ka andhera
Kona dikhana zaroori tha kya?

Kabhi lagta hain ki aye kaash apna sach mein apna ho
Haqeeqat mein joh guzri mujhpe thi woh jhoothi ghatna ho
Meri neendein udi, par jab bhi aayi, bas yahi dekha
Main sapne mein bhi chaahun ke yeh sab bas ek sapna ho

Mera bachpan kahan gaya?
Abhi toh yahin tha, bachpan kahan gaya?
Aye, mera bachpan kahan gaya?
Abhi toh yahin tha, koi khaa gaya

Aye, mera bachpan kahan gaya?
Abhi toh yahin tha, bachpan kahan gaya?
Aye, mera bachpan kahan gaya?
Abhi toh yahin tha, koi khaa gaya